I'm Not Wearing Black Because Somebody Died by WRITERandPOET, literature
Literature
I'm Not Wearing Black Because Somebody Died
I grab a dress out of my closet, feeling a gentle breeze as the skirt swings past my legs. Black. My combat boots, resting at the base of my bed, are adorned with studs placed by yours truly. Black. A lace choker rests on my neck accompanied with a few chains and a set of fangs. Black. A hat completes this look, and as I step outdoors, my neighbor approaches me with am empathetic “I’m so sorry.” Black. I adjust my backpack up onto my shoulders and fix my ring. Nails adorned with polish. Black. The air of Salem smells like freedom, and as I step out to the street, memories begin to overflow into my veins. Black. I hate you and everything you did to me. Everything you said to me. Black. Sensations come next— empowerment, grief relief, calm, acceptance— for I had committed murder. Black. I killed the part of me with any attachments to you. And as I begin to dance down the street, tears of joy fall onto my dress. Death has never been such a celebration.
I stood between the boys, the three of us looking back and forth between each other. None of us wanted to be the one to start the conversation. We didn't know how to. Otis rested his foot on Henry's car, relaxing a bit, making it clear that he had nowhere to be and was willing to stand out here for hours.
I was the first to break the thick silence. "Well, I don't have anything to say. I just want an explanation for why it's so important that the three of you take me all the way out here to explain why Vlad didn't show up in that photo." Henry and Vlad looked at each other, then at Otis, then at me. Vlad took a deep breath and spoke first.
"I
I ran a hand through my hair and reread Henry’s message, pacing back and forth, trying to find a solution. They sure weren’t going to give up easy.
I heard a tapping on the side of the house. Probably those two goons trying to get my attention. Ignoring them wasn’t an option, so I figured I might as well try shooing them away.
I crossed my bedroom and opened the window. I paused for a moment and waited until the tapping ceased. Cautiously sticking my head out, I peeked out onto the ground to see Vlad and Henry staring back up at me.
“Didn’t you get my message?” Henry questioned. I debated throwing the e
I collapsed back on my bed, taking a long deep breath, as if I’d been holding it in for hours. I pulled my phone out and returned to my photos, pulling the picture up. The same gaping space where Vlad should be was staring me in the face.
Was I crazy? I had to be. But I couldn’t be. Henry seemed to know more than I did. I thought about giving him a buzz.
The wound was too fresh. I had to let it sit for a while.
I kinked my head backwards and stared out my window, my whole world upside down. Leaves were still falling from the trees, and the autumn sun shone in, not enough to blind me. I could see Vlad’s window, shut and co
Be Careful What You Wish For by WRITERandPOET, literature
Literature
Be Careful What You Wish For
“Dear God Dad, would you put that away?” I scowled, grimacing at the bong in his hand and the beer can on the table. The condensation was dripping off the sides and creating a ring on the table that, you guessed it, I would have to deal with later.
“I’ve always thought drunk and high was a good look for me,” he mumbled, his words slurring together so bad that they all sounded like one. I threw my bag down on the ground and adjusted my garter leggings.
“How many more times am I going to have to hear that?” I kicked off my shoes and waltzed into the kitchen, grabbing a cup out of the cabinet and pu
I fell in love...
the sound
your shitty 1985 Honda
Civic makes
when we take
road to
trips nowhere.
the fake laughter
you give me when I
c/r/a/c/k
a cliché joke
your bleached hair
and split
ends
your name
reminds me of
a very
nice girl I met
in line waiting.........
to see my
favorite band
you order soy
milk in your latte
and still want
whipped cream on top
The streets are lined with gold
and the city is covered in snow
with patrons drinking alcohol
from shot glasses filled with glitter.
Vegas lights bring nighttime to life
for today, nothing can deprive
the kids from staying up so late
and the teenagers from their kisses.
Snow tickles the streets and tree branches
as the wind picks up the pace and changes
the path of where the passengers loll
to escape the cold, oh so bitter.
New Year's resolutions already being broken,
excited children's windows flying open.
A ball drops from the sky to proclaim a new date,
the previous year, this material dismisses.
They're jus feelings,
and eventually,
all feelings pass.
They're just repressed thoughts,
and eventually,
everything in your subconscious
comes to light.
Right now it's wrong,
and eventually,
it will all be right.
The
stars and moon
remind me
that even on
our darkness nights,
there will
be light,
and isn't that
worth a fight?