Miserable

by Fall Poisonous

I sat up in my room,
And cried every night.
I'm so sick,
Of putting up a fight.
I don't know if I can do this anymore.

The lyrics used to tell me,
That everything would be ok.
That's what got me through,
Every single day.
Trying to believe that someday, the sky would clear.

You were supposed to be there for me,
Why did you turn away?

My life was a living hell,
All because of you.
I thought that you would be there for support,
Isn't that what you were for?
Now you are gone,
Out of my life,
And I am no longer miserable.

I can't explain the feelings,
Of all the pain you caused.
My world would stop,
As if life had been paused.
How could you possibly not feel a thing?

Never a kind word,
Or gesture I would see.
Your harsh words reflected,
That you didn't care about me.
Why did the emotional pain feel so unreal?

My life was a living hell,
All because of you.
I thought that you would be there for support,
Isn't that what you were for?
Now you are gone,
Out of my life,
And I am no longer miserable.

I haven't seen you,
Since that day you left.
Things have been much better.

I wanted the pain to be gone,
For so, so long.
Now, my dream has come true.

My life was a living hell,
All because of you.
I thought that you would be there for support,
Isn't that what you were for?
Now you are gone,
Out of my life,
And I am no longer miserable.
Now you are gone,
Out of my life,
And I am no longer miserable.

And I'm not missing you at all...