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I'm Afraid

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WRITERandPOET

Published: Aug 31, 2011

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I'm afraid,
To lose everything I have,
And everyone that is important to me.

I'm afraid,
That people will get sick of my emotional nature,
And my inability to take a joke.

I'm afraid,
That those I care about most,
Will turn on me one day.

I'm afraid,
Of losing my friends,
Because they can't handle me.

I'm afraid,
That they'll think I'm too odd,
Or strange to hang out with.

I'm afraid,
To loose the trust,
Of those that I put all my trust in.

I'm afraid,
To be betrayed by the ones,
That mean the most to me.

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