Dear You

Dear You,
If I could tell you everything I want to say, I would tell you that your smile makes me smile. Talking to you makes my entire day. Your jokes never fail to make me laugh, and I wish I could spend more time with you. I would tell you that I wish I wasn't so scared to love you, or tell you how I truly feel. I would tell you that I wish I had told you sooner, but I was afraid of the repercussions. You make my heart happy, and unlike people of the past, you actually talk to me. I would tell you that I wish I was as good with people as you are. You make everyone you talk to smile, which is an amazing gift. I want to hold you in my arms and never let go. I wish to kiss you in the pouring rain and hold hands when we go out together. I want one of those moments at the movies where the boy pretends to stretch and put his arm around the girl. I wanna be able to tell people that you're the best guy any girl could ask for. I would tell you about how you are in my dreams, and it makes them a little bit better. I would try hard not to cry when I told you about the hell that has caused me to be the emotionally messed up person that I am. I would tell you that your eyes are one of the most beautiful colors I've ever seen. I would tell you that you're an amazing person, and there are hardly any words to describe you. I love your quirky laugh, and the fun personality that comes with it. I would tell you that I want your hands on my waist and your lips on mine. I would let you read all of the poems I wrote about you. I would tell you that I hope you feel the same way.
Love,
Me